Dear Carlos,
Friday, February 6, 2009 Tone and I were getting ready to have breakfast. He was sitting at the dining table by himself when he says to me," Mommy, I heard daddy's voice". I ask him what his daddy had said to him and he says," Daddy said he loves me mommy and (pointing at me) he said he loves you too. He even says he misses me and u too". I tell him, " Did you tell your daddy that you love and miss him too" and he says "Yes, oh Yes mommy! Tone is five now, so he can't possibly be lying. Children at that age can't possibly have that capability to make up that type of story.
Anyway, I've been waiting for too long for something like this to happen. Actually, since Vickie stated in a reading I had with her, to expect something like that to happen. I'm happy cause, it gave me such a warm feeling inside. I look forward to hearing more stories from our son hearing you. Maybe one day he'll tell me that he saw his daddy and the both of you were able to hold each other. Until then let's both try on our communication again. I love you Honey and God Bless. Thank you, God, our guides and angels for all your help.
June 24, 2008 Dream
A woman and I are shopping at a bed bath and beyond type of store, the woman I believe to be is my cousin Lani. We are in line getting ready to pay for our goods when one of my favorite songs came on. I was felt with happiness, joy and excitement to hear the song that I started to sing along as if I was the actual singer. The song was "If you were Here" by Jocelyn Enriquez, might I also mention that I have not heard the song in so many years. it is a slow and calm melody. The verse I heard goes like this...
If I could
you know I would
change the past
so I could
see you
once again
Oooohh ...
Right after that verse is when I woke up, with the thought of Carlos.
Last night, I was talking to him about the tough time I've been having lately, so I'm taking this as a response from him. What a perfect song to pick, sad song but it's perfect choice of words when you miss someone too. We love you Babe!!! Can't wait to see what else we can do to enhance our communication with each other. This was awesome.
Thanks honey for all that you and the other angels do for us--much appreciated with all our hearts. and before I end this, I want to mention that I am happy for you that you are in the second heaven now. You must've gotten all your questions answered--did you? XOXOXO
Wake Up Call
The other day my mother and I had a conversation about phenomenon stuff that had happened since you've passed. I was a little worried to tell her, because of past reactions that I've had with people in general. Plus, my mom gets real creaped out about spirit or conversations about ghosts.
Anyway, my story telling started about the time Tone was going to have surgery the next day to get his tonsils removed and tubes put into his ears. It was important for us to get this done at that point of time because our insurance, which was under Carlos was about to expire. Missing this operation appointment was out of the question.
I remember going to bed late because I got everything set and packed into the car ready to go. Well, that night I set my alarm to wake up at 5:00 am the next day. To my surprise, I woke up to a loud crashing sound of the blinds being hit. I was worried that Tone might have sat up and hit the edge of the window sill. To my astonishment, my sweet baby was snuggled up against me, leaving me no space to move--as always. I then looked up at the blinds, which were swaying crazily side to side and then to my watch. The time on my watch was 5:05 am. My alarm didn't go off. I believe that it was you that woke us up so that we can make it on time to our appointment. Thanks babee, for knowing the importance and urgency for us needing to be at that appointment. Thanks to you we made it there 15 min early. I love you!!!
Readings Manifesting
Hi Honey,
I had gone through most of my 2006 readings. You have given me so much information then, that they have been slowly manifesting, I'm going to tell most of them in this e-mail.
One was where you said their was going to be a prowler at our apartment, and you warn me to keep my car locked and make sure that there isn't anything of value in the car. You also mentioned that it was going to happen for three days......I was away to Stockton one weekend, I always leave on Friday and come back on Sunday. That day I decided I wanted to come home on a Monday--I don't remember why I just did. When I got home on Monday, there was a note taped on our door, it was warning us of car break ins that were happening the past three days. The note was dated for that Sunday. All I could think and say was,"Wow, Carlos was right". I was happy that I wasn't home those three days.
There was a reading where you said I was going to go to school with an emphasis on homes and that I will be going to school and passing my exam in March. Well, I did go to school. I took my Real Estate Agent Exam in March 2007 and passed it.
You had mentioned that I was going to go to a Birthday Party--child's birthday party and to say Hi to Jackson. That's exactly what happened, I went to Marlee's 4th Birthday party and said hi to her dad Jackson for you. I've been meaning to give him a copy of that reading. One day I will get around to it.
Okay, here's a cool one at least to me it is...I had bought some touch lamps specifically for communication with you(Carlos). I put it high enough and away from us that I myself wouldn't want to use it. Well, on two occasions Mother's Day and Father's Day. On the day of on both days I would speak to you and pray and light a candle for you. The day after Mother's Day I woke up to find the touch lamp on. On actual Father's Day, we had gotten home from Stockton. I forgot to take the trash out when we left early that day, so both Tone and I went to take the trash out. The only lights I turned on was the kitchen lights. When we got back into our apartment I noticed that the touch lamp was on.
Here's one that I found very interesting. For several days I was feeling real sad and guilty. For three days straight Vickie's name kept running through my mind. It was kind of an anxious feeling. But Vickie wouldn't be around this area for several months, so I decided to do a phone reading. Well, in that phone reading you had mentioned that you needed to speak with me, you needed to speak to me now and that you were nudging me cause we needed to make a connection. The weird part is that I felt that nudge you gave me and we made the connection. At the end of the reading you tell me to answer the phone and talk to him and tell him you need to slow down the process. After the reading is over my phone rings...
The last one for this e-mail that I can remember has to do with communication. I woke up one night to the voice of Carlos. He said a sentence to me, unfortunately I don't remember what it is that he said, but I was so excited that I jumped out of bed. I screamed out loud,"I heard you babe, I heard you, Let's do it again".
There was also two occasion when you rolled the back windows down as I'm driving and they were locked.
Hopefully, you're able to do some of these different phenomenal stuff again. I love when you show your presence. I love you Carlos.
XOXOXO, July 5, 2008
Is It Phenomenal Wednesday, July 9, 2008 12:05 AM
Yesterday, Tone and I are sitting here watching his favorite DVD,"Cars" when all of a sudden the channel changes up two channels. I thought I should mention that we lost our remotes for both the DVD and television.
Also, I'm chatting online with a friend. He leaves to check on his laundry at the onsite laundry room. An hour passes and I supposedly get two kissing buzzes from him. I respond to his buzzes and I don't get a response back from him. Then 20 minutes later, I get another kissing buzz from him and I do the same and respond to the buzz, this time I get a response back from him. I proceed to ask him if he had previously buzzed me twice and his response was,"NO! I just buzzed you right now". After that answer, the only explanation I could think of was that it was Carlos. HEE HEE! I thought that was cool. Thanks for the kisses Honey.
Healing Monday, July 14, 2008 3:34 AM
I was reading one of the other postings on this site and it reminded me of some healing that Carlos had helped us with.
After having Antonio (our son) I was having pain in my feet. The sharp needle like pricking in my feet was so painful it made it difficult to walk. I'm guessing it's from the excess weight from pregnancy--duh! Anyway, in my first reading with Vickie, she tells me, "He's massaging your feet, Are you having a lot of pain in your feet?". I say, "yes! it hurts a lot", then Vickie tell me, "He's healing your feet". Not really believing, I say,"Really, he never touches my feet? but ok!". Then Vickie says,"He knows now that your feet really hurts so he's massaging them and putting them in light". Well, later that evening I get off my bed and realize that I no longer have pain in my feet.
Another healing he had help was on Thanksgiving Day. A couple of days before Antonio our son was coughing and had a runny nose.On Thanksgiving Day morning Antonio woke up with a fever of 104. I had taken him to Emergency to find out what was going on with him. Knowing our sons health history, I knew it was an ear infection due to his cold.
Later that day, everyone was calling us to come over for lunch and dinner. I had to refuse. My baby just wasn't feeling well and I was missing Carlos so much I really didn't feel like socializing. That evening, although the doctor had given us medication for Tone's ear infection his fever was not budging, in fact, it had gone up to 106. I was getting real tired and frustrated. I had been alternating Motrin and Tylenol, putting him in the bathtub of warm water to help cool him down. Still, his fever wouldn't budge.It seemed like it was getting worse. I couldn't give him anymore fever reducers for another hour and I was running out of options. It was getting late, I was getting tired, my baby was tired, all I could do was hold him to give him comfort and just cry.
Then out of no where, I got very emotional and angry with Carlos for not being there with us. I told Carlos,"You said you were going to help us, well help us now! Your baby is sick, his fever won't go down, I need your help damn it! If you can't do it for me, do it for your boy! Send him some light! Give him some relief! Ask the Angels to help you if you don't know how to do it! I continue yelling and screaming in our apartment just holding our son. Then I kissed his forehead and he seemed cooler, so I decided to check his temperature again. In the time frame of me yelling, which was only a few minutes, Tone's fever had gone from 106 to 99.1. As our Thanksgiving Day was coming to an end his temperature stayed normal till he got better. Coincidence? sure sounds like it, but I know you pulled through for us that night--Thanks to all that helped.I am also sorry for yelling. I appreciate the help with getting me to sleep too. I love you honey, Angels, Spirit guides--I love you God!
